no tears, nothing.

why does my blog sound and feel so emo-ish..? oh well..haha..do you guys think i am..? like emo and such..? anyway i really don't know what i should write now. my brain's empty. my eyes are empty. my pockets are empty. whatever else is empty. i'm 18 and i still don't understand why i can't escape from this terrifying and horrible world i'm in right now. i wish i could fly to north pole...wait, where are the penguins living again? i wanna be with all the cute cute penguins and cuddle them. i wanna stay at a place where it's quiet and no chaos will ever happen there. and i'm waiting just the right person to take me there. ( hahaha..like waiting for my soulmate...swt..) anyway...oh..i like penguins. ( now that's so random, i know.)

>_< sorry!

oh yes i forgot to mention this...to those who can't really read english or something like that, you can actually change the language but err..i'm not sure if i put up that setting or not...most of my friends speaks mandarin and i don't know how to write in mandarin so...i mean yeah i'm a chinese but i'm a half banana. i can't write a single word regarding to chinese characters. i'm a failure as a chinese. hahaha..well i'll try to set up that language thing but im not sure if the contents in my blog will be the same as the original one or not. i mean, who knows right? chinese characters are different from english words. what if they change my original contents which doesn't have any foul words in it to something that has foul words..? well i'll still try to set it up for my friend's convenience...>_<

they're just making a fool out of themselves

and as i was saying, what they're doing right now is really something stupid you know. i really feel like laughing at them. well as what people say, guys like to make themselves look like a dork. they like to act cool but to me, they're just some sore losers. i hate this type of guys. seriously. AND, i forgot to mention something. last week, during a lecture class, his idiotic friend was like pointing and looking at me and i guess he was telling his friends about me. oh, i forgot that i didn't tell you what actually happened before this right? but the stories is really long so i don't wanna talk about it. if he wanna talk about me, he can but why the hell would he talk and look at me at the same time..? isn't it stupid? his stupid friends are really stupid. i just have nothing else to say. to think that he was a nice guy was such a wrong thinking. i just asked him if we could be friends, but they'll think the wrong kind of thinking. they thought i like him like WHAT THE HELL..?! bloody fools. i don't even wanna look at their pathetic face. guys are really brainless.

he wants to talk bout me, but i care less

girls, have you ever hear of guys gossipping girls? i'm sure you have and guess what?! i've actually found one! he's the most idiotic person in this world until i don't even know what i should say about him. and the most stupid thing is, last week wednesday, our seniors organized an outing called ''multimedia day'' where all mutimedia design students gather together for some activities and such. well, we went to Time Square to watch Transformers and i met that idiot's friend. i never talk to his friends before and so, i don't know any of them. but guess what his friend did? i was standing there and he was like ''oh! i know you! you're serena!'' and i was like..''how did you know my name?'' and i raised my eyebrows. he said''..oh, you're ''quite'' popular among us..'' and the moment he said that, i knew straight away that the idiot has been talking about me to his friends. his friend is as stupid as him. if he never mentinoned my name and pretended that he never knew me, i wouldn't know that they have been talking about me. see.? stupid,isn't it?

designing like a pro..?

i hate assignments. i mean who doesn't? especially for my case, designing is like...you have to think, and think, and think just for the right concept. last two days ago, i was having a conceptual design practical class and we're supposed to hand in our assignments by week 7. so, before we hand in our assignments next week, we're supposed to show our designs to our respective lecturers. the title was ' plane to shape transformation '. a hard assignment where we have to crave our brains till midnight just to change some simple shapes into something else. you might think it's easy but it's not. it just sounded easy. but anyway, as i was saying, we're supposed to show our work to our lecturers, right? well my lecturer is quite nice. when he sees our work, guess what he said? he didn't scold us, but what he did was like shooting us with insulting words like ''..what kind of drawing is this? it looks like the primary school student's drawing. you're no longer a primary school student you know. you're a designer! and as a designer, you have to draw professionally and bla bla bla...'' well of course he's not saying that to me but i can hear what he said to my other classmates who showed him their drawings. well...what he say is kinda right but, not all people have such great ability to think and draw so well. you know, there're people who joined my course without knowing how to draw or knowing more about computers. see..? well..i still hate this subject. this subject makes my head really pain..but i don't have any choice but to take this subject. now if you'll excuse me, i'm kinda hungry now and i wanna go eat something but don't worry, i'll be back!

>_< hello people!!

hey hey hey people! this is like my first time writing this blog after a long time...>_< i don't even know why i make one blog since i know i'll be busy like hell. silly right..? but it's cool too!! it's like a diary and i can write a lot of crappy things in here. i can't really write much for now but i can tell you that there're a lot of ''exciting'' things that have happened around me nowdays..( but it's mostly regarding me..)...well..that's all i can write for now..i'll try to update my blog when i'm free..haha..twoodles!