さいごの果実

探してばかりの僕たちは
鏡のようによく似てるから
向き合うだけで繋がるのに
触れ合うことはできないまま
目を凝らした
手を伸ばした

化石みたいに眠っている
開かれるのを待ちつずける
雨が降って
時は満ちて

ねえ僕は、僕は知りたい
愛するってどんなこと？
君が微笑むと　世界は少し震えて輝いた
まるで呼吸するように　うごきだした

誰も守れない僕たちは
寝静まる街を駆け出した
水になって
風になって

手に入れるために
争い奪いあえば　空しくて
僕が叫んでも
世界は何も言わずに背を向けた
まるで僕を試すように突き放した

一瞬を
永遠を
はまりを
最果てを

ねえ僕は、僕は知りたい
生きてくってどんなこと？
僕が尋ねると　世界は少し震えて輝いた
僕に眠る真実を　いま静かに解き放つ

Assignments...again...

I'm back to college which means nightmares are back too...it's already week 3! Assignments for digital illustration will be...'soapa, soapa'?! Ergh...something bout creating designs for soap boxes with several themes to choose from. I can't even think properly now let alone designing one! So far, i managed to sketch out 2 sketches...but I'm not sure if Ms.Yar shie will be happy bout it!! (crosses finger) and the another assignment will be creating 2 resumes through html?! That web page lecturer...ergh..he seems so blur...what's next..? mm....oh yeah...i have to get a DSLR camera for photography. (which means money Will be flowing out of my pocket again.) And ghost stories. Like what the heck?! I have to find ghost stories and read them out loud?! It's like primary school. So not fascinating. I'm so not looking forward to anything!

ラブ ラブ！

Are you lost and not sure how to react when you like someone? No matter whether you're a guy or a girl, it's all the same isn't it? Okay, here's a little hint for guys who don't know what to do when the like someone. I'm not a love guru or something but..i'm just kinda sharing what i've read from books. That's all. It's like general knowledge. Okay, before you start telling the girl that you likes her and all, why not try to understand her first? I mean, that's common sense isn't it? Obviously you have to find out what are her favorite things, what she dislike the most and those sort of things.

I do that you know. When i had a crush on this guy that i used to know in secondary school. He came over to my class for Moral class and of course i was so happy and thrilled that i don't even know what I should do. Okay, let's skip this. It'll be a very long story if i tell you this love story of mine. There are many types of girls in this world so you have to first find out what type she categorized in. There's the quiet type, the wild ones, the flirty type, the sporty type and so on. Talking to her more can help you to understand her more. Her actions and all her hand gestures and the way of talking can tell you whether she hates you or she likes you. (when i say 'like' as in normal friend like. Not love 'like')

That's step 1. But is she still refuses to talk to you, don't be so persistent and go all the way out. Girls doesn't like guys who are as persistent as those nasty cockroaches. Give her some time to think and give her some space. I hate guys who are persistent too. They're super annoying. I mean if i tell them a 'no' already and they still keep on pestering me...what do you think that's gonna happen? HELL FOR THEM. So, NEVER EVER DO THAT. Okay, the next step. You can try to talk to her ONCE IN A WHILE. Not everyday okay? Don't send her weird messages and don't always sms her like as if she's your girlfriend already. If you do that, you're hinting on her that you really, really wants to go out with her. Like a desperado.

Talking about desperate, there's this guy in my college who's kinda a bit like a pervert. Let me tell you this story. My college is kinda real big and there's this computer room where all the students get to do their homework and go online and so on. We called it 'CITC'. I forgot what the name. Never mind. So one day, i went there to do my assignment. I have to print some stupid art pictures for my journal. I went online to chat with my college friend bout the journal. I used ebuddy to chat so...every time i logged in, i'll definitely delete my email off. But there's this guy who managed to add me through ebuddy even though i've deleted my email. This guy is a total creep.

I didn't mind at first so i asked him who he is, and how he add me. He kinda gave me lots of crap so i didn't bother him and continue my work. And all of a sudden he asked me whether i've got a boyfriend and whether i've kissed before or not. And i was like...'what the heck is wrong with this guy?' I told him that it was none of his business. I told my friends about it and they told me that he's like those quiet perverted guy and i was so disgusted okay. It must be some freak. He told me who knows where i'm sitting and all. Talk about creepy. And he even asked me to be his girlfriend. LIKE HELL I WOULD!! I don't even know him. i don't even know how he looks like and i've never even talked to him before! yuck.

I don't like guys like this. Anyway, let's continue. Actually, if that girl doesn't have any feelings for you, you might as well give up. If i show that i don't have any interest in them, they'll back off (except those persistent ones.) But, if that girl treats you nice sometimes like on and off, she's just either trying to be nice to you, or just try to make your hopes go up. or, keeping you as a spare tyre. This are the only way you can think. It can also mean that they could have someone they like. Like i said, girl's feelings are always changing. Maybe she acts according to her mood too. We girls are very complex okay? You guys out there can never understand no matter how many times we try to make YOU understand.

i'm back!!

yo people!! i'm back! actually i'm not really fond of writing blogs. it's like you have to update it every time...ergh..it kinda pisses me off. plus i have work and other stuff to do. but it's fun at the same time. i mean it's like your dairy you know. and everybody's like peeking into your life...but of course, there's nothing interesting in my life anyway. hahaha..annyeong haseyo~